Hopeful

I almost felt stupid yesterday when I went into Labor & Delivery.

The nurses there all know me by name.

I'm still having contractions, but according to the nurses yesterday it's nothing to worry about. I'm not dilated and really that's all that matters. I thought having more than a few contractions a day at 33 weeks would be something to be concerned about, but now I'm starting to think that maybe Davin knows they're going to evict him in a few weeks and he's just practicing.

I'm hopeful that because I am already having noticeable false labor, that I'll be allowed to try a regular birth. I know she won't let me labor without an epidural, but I'll get over it. I should find out Monday what her plans are for delivery right now.

I keep hearing from other people how I need to stay strong because it's all going to be worth it in a few weeks. It's interesting to hear that from people who would probably rather die than have a child. I'm just over the waiting and worrying.

33 weeks and 1 day. I'm counting down everywhere I go. If he can make it 1 more week and 6 more days, we'll be safe. It's so close now, I'm so encouraged we've made it this far.